Jungkook x Reader (ONE LAST TIME)

You're boyfriend was a well known singer in a famous boy group named BTS. You've known him since birth nad you were his closest friend, and you planned on staying that way. When he auditioned, you were so happy for him. He told you that nothing will ever change and that you were the only girl for him. And of course you believed him. You've already met the other members and they were so nice . That was only once though, when they debuted. You lived in your hometown, far away from Jungkook. But still you were happy because of all the efforts he did to show you that he still loves you. He sends you messages, notes and skypes whenever he has time. Despite all the flirting he has done with other girls you still tried your very best to understand him, because he said that's what they have to do, socialize. His manager opposes about my relationship with Jungkook, because it could ruin the group's image and also Jungkook's image. Jungkook said he'll talk to the manager and explain everything. He assured me that everyday, to not worry.
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But as time flies by the messages got shorter, the notes got timid and he barely skypes anymore. You were already expecting this kind of thing, but you were still afraid of the outcome. You shook the thought out of your head and still believed in him.
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Eventually, they stopped.

Every kind of communication got cut. His phone number changed. His messages and notes were gone. And he never skypes anymore.
Even with the situation you were in, you still believed.
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You waited and waited and waited for something. You stood beside a window, waiting for a note. Sat beside the phone, waiting for a call. Got on the computer, waiting for a message. This became your daily routine.
You didn't ate because you were afraid that if Jungkook calls you won't be there to answer it.
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-after 1 year-
After finishing your daily routine, you sat on your bed and stared at the empty wall that was used to be so bright, now it was dull and lifeless. Just like you.
Eventually, you got thinner and your skin looks so pale that they could be mistaken as a dead body. You got so weak. You're lips, which used to be pinkish and light was now chopped and pale. You're once bright eyes, now looks so tired that they look like they could shut down any minute.
You're once bright, open, loving and lively heart was replaced by a cold, hurt, and tired one.
You're neighbors don't recognize you anymore, and if they did they would only look at you with pity in their eyes. When they knocked on your door asking if they could help, you would shut them down, saying there might be a call coming and that they were disturbing you.

You were tired.
Weak.
Helpless.
Hopeless.
You were tired of waiting. You were tired of hoping. Of believing.... Of loving.

Of living.

"Tomorrow....I'll wait.... One Last Time..."

Jungkook

"Has she replied yet?" Jungkook asked his manager with little hope in his eyes. When his manager shook his head and patted his back hot tears were already forming in his eyes.
He wiped the tears that was already falling, "Maybe she's just busy.... I'll send.... I'll send her flowers. And a note."
The other members watch as their maknae make his way back to his room. They all look at each other before jin spoke.
"Maybe she...... forgot to get them at the.....post office?"
"We all know that things like this happen. And most of them, they would obviously have a new boyfriend." Jimin said sheepishly.
"We all met her. And I think we all know what she's like. She'll never do that to him." Rapmon added.
"V, can you get the brown envelope in the manager's office?" One of the staffs asked. V nodded and headed towards the office.
They've all been thingking about Jungkook, when you stopped responding to all the messages Jungkook has been restless. Always in his room writing a letter or a note. Or always spending his money for flowers to give you. But still, no response. They were afraid that one day Jungkook might just collapse because he hasn't been sleeping well. Most of the nights he'll just stare at a blank piece of paper then before he knows it, it was already past 12. They were genuinely worried about him.
V opened the door to found a very organized room. No litter, no clothes, everything was in place. He headed towards the manager's working area and opened the first drawer. Nothing. The second drawer. Nothing. Then the last drawer. The brown envelope.
He held the envelope in his hand and slowly closed the drawer. His eyes were stuck at it as if it was motioning him to open it. Curiosity was beginning to get to him and before that could happen he hurried his way out leaving the door unlocked.
He was still staring at the envelope while walking not noticing the foot that was in front of him. He tripped.
The members saw what happened and burst out in laughter before helping V out. When they noticed the brown envelope. It was open. And all the things in there scattered.
They hurriedly picked them up.
"Wait.." Jimin looked at the small white envelope.
He looked at the other envelopes he was holding. "These.... these are jungkook's"
As Jimin said that all the others looked at the name of the sender. They all looked at each other and rushed towards jungkook's room. All at once tried to get in, and stumbled their way inside. Jungkook just watched them with wide tired eyes. "Hyungs? Are you guys...okay?" Jungkook asked, confused.
"Jungkook! Jungkook! This... Is this yours??" Jin asked breathless, while holding the white envelope in front of Jungkook's face.
Jungkook's eye's widen and quickly snatched the envelope. One by one he would take it from the members and looked at the sender.
"These.... These are all for (Y/N)..." His still widened eyes looked at the other members, waiting for an answer.
"Manager's assistant asked me to get it. Then I fell and.. well you know the rest" V explained.
After hearing this Jungkook rushed out of his room and went straight to the manager's office, his eyes filled with anger. He slammed the door open and once inside, slammed it shut. The manager was startled by this and turned around to find Jungkook fuming.
"Jungk-"
Jungkook slammed the unopened envelopes at the manager's desk. "What is this!" He said through gritted teath. The manager tried to speak only to be cut off again. "WHY DIDN'T YOU SEND THIS!" Jungkook's eyes filled with tears. "I WAITED. I WAITED FOR HER REPLY. AND ALL THIS WHILE. IT'S BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T SEND THIS!" He shoved one envelope to the manager's face, who was completely still.
A minute has passed with no one speaking. Jungkook glaring at the manager and the manager looking down.
Jungkook angrily wiped his tears off, but many were still falling. "This was the only thing I asked for..."
And with that.. he stormed off. He grabbed his phone and wallet and went outside. The other's followed him.
"Wait wait. Where are you going?" Jin asked.
"I neet to go to her." Jungkook said, his eyes showing how serious he was.
The members were quiet at first and then smiled. "Well we wouldn't want our maknae to go alone now would we?" Rapmon asked while smiling.
And with that. They left.
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Reader

You smiled and closed your eyes as you readied everything. Soon, your waiting will be over.
Holding the gun beside the left side of your head. You could feel the coldness of it. And if the clock strikes twelve. "Baam.." you whispered.
After 1 minute, you'll say goodbye.

After 45 seconds, you'll remember.

After 30 seconds, you'll forget.

After 20 seconds, you'll love.

After 10 seconds, you'll stop.

After 5 seconds, you'll smile.

Jungkook ~I'm switching to first person P.O.V.~

I held the door handle between my cold hands.
I was ready. I was ready to see her.
And as I opened the door *BAM*

The sound of a gun shot echoed through the quiet town.

I was still.
The sound. It came from inside.
For once.. please let my ears defy me.

The others bombarded me with questions and told me to open it.
I tried, but my body won't move. As if it knows what's in there. My hands were turning white and I was shaking. I told my mind positive things. But it won't listen.
Because it already knows.
I was scared. Not because of what's going toto happen to me if I go in. But because of what might be in there.
I slowly opened the door, and it made a creaking sound. My whole body was shaking uncontrollably.
When I opened the door, the others quickly rushed in. But I slowly entered.
Their shouts were a blur.
I couldn't turn my head. As if it was stuck.
When I finally turned, its like the whole world broke in front of my eyes.
And guess what... it did.
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